Things come the best when you expect the least

This is a new realization and understanding. I think it means a lot for me.
I am someone who expect a lot from everythings and everyone in my life.  I put much effort to hope for things, and to control how the things will go.  But I realize that the more effort I put, the least I feel satisfied with the outcome.  The problem is I take TOO MUCH of the control, and didn't give any place to the one who creates me, which is the ALMIGHTY GOD. 

And after all this while, I am soo tired. My heart needs a long rest.  I want to put everything down, to surrender all the things in his hands, and enjoy the things and blessings he will grant in my life. 

I have always had my own definition of what is good or bad.  But I just realized that my "wisdom" is limited and my strength is always weak whenever I try myself to be strong. 

Lord, take my hand and hold my heart, from now on till the end of my life. Amen